One of the reasons I left...

Once I had almost everything
The sweetest boy in the world
I love you and everything you do for me
Happiness was when you hug me to sleep at night
All I needed was time. More time to be with you.
Every second. With you.

Then one day I was playing my favourite sad songs
And realise there're no more feelings in these songs
I was too peaceful. Too happy? Peaceful.
No tears. No heavy heart.
Peaceful.
Empty? Empty. I felt empty.
Boring.
I got bored. I got bored of being happy. I thought I needed some emotion roller coaster.

What the fuck is wrong with me.

Now I don't ever feel whole without you.
This. This is empty.
And I'll never feel whole with you again.