一起通宵熬夜追连戏剧时
他累了会说"baby我很想睡觉＂
你累了会不耐烦的说＂我累了＂
我会跟他说＂哦晚安＂
因为我一个人看没关系
我跟你说的是＂不要啦配我看＂
因为很想你陪我看
很想你能一起看到我看的东西
一起感动一起说烂还是怎样
他会说＂不要啦等下我追不上我们要一起看啦＂
你会说＂我真的很累很累很累很累很累很累＂
他会说＂你陪我睡觉啦... 过来＂
你会说＂你自己看啦＂还是 ＂改天啦我要睡了＂
语气都好不一样..
你真的很木头
只是看着戏时想到
想到你 :)
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
Monday, November 26, 2012
Remember I said
You don't just stop loving somebody
You just do or it's because you've never loved him/her.
I keep questioning myself now.
Time isn't going to bring us closer. It's gonna rip whatever that's left of us apart.
The flame inside me is so weak right now.
But I really don't want it to die off.
Sometimes I don't but most of the times I want you to be mine again so I can look at you n tell you how much I love you and how I wouldn't trade you for anything else. I want to show off to everyone that I'm the happiest girl just cos I have u.
I want to tell u we'll live happily forever n never fight again before falling asleep next to u.
I want to hug u really tightly and tell u I never ever want to let u go again.
I want to wake up in the morning and give u a kiss on ur sleepy face n cuddle the whole morning away
I want to text u everyday just telling u how much I love u
I want to talk to u about my day n hear u talk about urs and we'd bitch together about whoever got in our way
I want to be jealous n hate every girl u talk to n act all okay with it
I want u back.
Maybe because I can never get my heart back.
What's on your mind?
I miss you too.
You don't just stop loving somebody
You just do or it's because you've never loved him/her.
I keep questioning myself now.
Time isn't going to bring us closer. It's gonna rip whatever that's left of us apart.
The flame inside me is so weak right now.
But I really don't want it to die off.
Sometimes I don't but most of the times I want you to be mine again so I can look at you n tell you how much I love you and how I wouldn't trade you for anything else. I want to show off to everyone that I'm the happiest girl just cos I have u.
I want to tell u we'll live happily forever n never fight again before falling asleep next to u.
I want to hug u really tightly and tell u I never ever want to let u go again.
I want to wake up in the morning and give u a kiss on ur sleepy face n cuddle the whole morning away
I want to text u everyday just telling u how much I love u
I want to talk to u about my day n hear u talk about urs and we'd bitch together about whoever got in our way
I want to be jealous n hate every girl u talk to n act all okay with it
I want u back.
Maybe because I can never get my heart back.
What's on your mind?
I miss you too.
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Monday, November 19, 2012
Monday, November 12, 2012
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Scent
I'm using a different perfume now
U know how they say smell is the sense most associated with ur memory?
Wearing bvlgari omnia reminded me too much of Japan
Of how we tried the same perfume everywhere to confirm its the one before buying
N reminded me way too much of how we went seperate ways the first day I used it.
So vivid.
Everything around me that point of time flashes back in my mind.
The smell brings me back to u every single time.
N it hurts.
U know how they say smell is the sense most associated with ur memory?
Wearing bvlgari omnia reminded me too much of Japan
Of how we tried the same perfume everywhere to confirm its the one before buying
N reminded me way too much of how we went seperate ways the first day I used it.
So vivid.
Everything around me that point of time flashes back in my mind.
The smell brings me back to u every single time.
N it hurts.
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Lately I've been having so many flashbacks
I missed how we'd do almost everything together, supermarketing, choosing sausages(haha wtf), deciding on which caviar for my egg n bacon cup thingy for breakfast, driving in the car, u being super annoying n singing a different song, the little spot in genting where we kissed, u hugging me to sleep, forehead kisses, trying to match our clothes, when u can't decide what u wanna eat n I'll order one of ur option, how I wanna hug u in ur sleep so badly but I didn't have the courage in Penang, when u kissed me for the first time again when we got back together, when I told u I passed my interview over the phone first but u just gave me a "ok...", how I always wanted to let u meet all my friends n let them meet u but u didn't seem like u were ever interested, how I always wanted to go on dates with u but we always end up "hanging out" with everyone else, how we'd lie in bed n talk about ex boyfriends n ex crushes, when we hold hands to sleep, how I can never understand why can't u watch a bedtime movie with me just like my ex boyfriends, when I'm in ur sweater we're just cuddling, when we keep saying how much we missed each other over texts, when i wake up early with u, when we became normal n started having phone calls, breakfasts in bed by u will always be my favorite, when u go to bed late with me, I miss shopping for u, when u shampoo my hair for me, when I'm so tired I just want a tight long hug n u'll be there, when we hanged out for the first time n combed the whole of town in a day, sentosa :), when I hated u for leaving me the first time, ur empty promises n the promises u kept, when u walked out from me without thinking whenever u had other options, when people tell us how good we look together, when I lost my way n always try to find it back to u, when u lose ur way n decide that u might as well leave me, when u started calling me bi because I forced u to, u trying to remember my favorite bubble tea from different places, ur face when u're really happy, ur face when I didn't allow u to buy ur corona, ur face.. Just ur face. I'm trying so hard to not forget how u look like when u're standing in front of me.
It's been so long.
My memory doesn't feel real anymore.
There're so many good n bad things that happened to us. N I missed every single one of them.
I wished u knew how I'm feeling all these while.
I don't think I'll have the courage to show u this anytime soon.
Love u Bi..
I missed how we'd do almost everything together, supermarketing, choosing sausages(haha wtf), deciding on which caviar for my egg n bacon cup thingy for breakfast, driving in the car, u being super annoying n singing a different song, the little spot in genting where we kissed, u hugging me to sleep, forehead kisses, trying to match our clothes, when u can't decide what u wanna eat n I'll order one of ur option, how I wanna hug u in ur sleep so badly but I didn't have the courage in Penang, when u kissed me for the first time again when we got back together, when I told u I passed my interview over the phone first but u just gave me a "ok...", how I always wanted to let u meet all my friends n let them meet u but u didn't seem like u were ever interested, how I always wanted to go on dates with u but we always end up "hanging out" with everyone else, how we'd lie in bed n talk about ex boyfriends n ex crushes, when we hold hands to sleep, how I can never understand why can't u watch a bedtime movie with me just like my ex boyfriends, when I'm in ur sweater we're just cuddling, when we keep saying how much we missed each other over texts, when i wake up early with u, when we became normal n started having phone calls, breakfasts in bed by u will always be my favorite, when u go to bed late with me, I miss shopping for u, when u shampoo my hair for me, when I'm so tired I just want a tight long hug n u'll be there, when we hanged out for the first time n combed the whole of town in a day, sentosa :), when I hated u for leaving me the first time, ur empty promises n the promises u kept, when u walked out from me without thinking whenever u had other options, when people tell us how good we look together, when I lost my way n always try to find it back to u, when u lose ur way n decide that u might as well leave me, when u started calling me bi because I forced u to, u trying to remember my favorite bubble tea from different places, ur face when u're really happy, ur face when I didn't allow u to buy ur corona, ur face.. Just ur face. I'm trying so hard to not forget how u look like when u're standing in front of me.
It's been so long.
My memory doesn't feel real anymore.
There're so many good n bad things that happened to us. N I missed every single one of them.
I wished u knew how I'm feeling all these while.
I don't think I'll have the courage to show u this anytime soon.
Love u Bi..
It's so cold in Moscow
Like 0-7 degrees
Surprisingly getting by quite well
The cold doesn't get to me anymore
Maybe I was never that bad with the cold
Maybe I just depended on u too much
Maybe ur warmth feels so much better that it makes my body lose its immunity
Maybe I just want u closer
It's not a maybe I think
I do want u closer.
Like 0-7 degrees
Surprisingly getting by quite well
The cold doesn't get to me anymore
Maybe I was never that bad with the cold
Maybe I just depended on u too much
Maybe ur warmth feels so much better that it makes my body lose its immunity
Maybe I just want u closer
It's not a maybe I think
I do want u closer.
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